Welcome 2012!

Assalamualaikum! Salam sejahtera :)

Minta maaf la atas sawang-sawang dan habuk di blog ini. Last entry was on 30th Nov 2011?! What?!! sebulan sudah tak update, nak bercerita pun dah kurang pandai. the truth is I've been sooo busy! kali ni betul2 busy, tak tipu. *sigh*


As most of you know. the last past three months were my training period. so macam org kerja jugak la. ade time tak banyak kerja ade time banyak kerja. supposedly, by 15th December dah habis training, tapi disebabkan terlalu banyak kerja my boss asked me to stay a little bit longer sbb dah hujung tahun so many things yang nak kena siapkan. so that time, kerja banyak memang tak beringat, makan tak kenyang, tidur tak lena, mandi tak basah. true story. haha.


So, first of all (nak copy ayat acknowledgement dalam report :P) thank you so much kepada supervisor/boss di company saya training. iaitu ADZ DESIGN (<- tolong promote) di Sri Rampai. Its an advertising company. from to the smallest thing as business cards to event management, semua boleh buat! websites, event, company profile dan sebagainya.
terima kasih kepada semua warga ADZ DESIGN kerana menjaga dan mendidik dan membimbing saya selama ini. terima kasih kerana mengajar saya begitu banyak ilmu. terima kasih kerana menerima saya at the first place. ribuan terima kasih saya ucapkan dan semoga maju jaya!


And now, I'm looking for a new job. kalau boleh kerja government di sekitar Wangsa Maju haha demand lebih. nak jauh2 tak confident nak drive :(


So now, we're already in 2012! I just hope that I can survive another year :P
Actually, sebelum ni saya telah pun siapkan list, things I want to do before I turn dotdot years old. ade 20 things. tapi tak kesampaian. however I hope 2012 can be nice to me. 
I really expect positive things from you 2012! teehee :P


Well, people say "Don't bring old drama into the new year. Don't make old problems new roadblocks. Let go of 2011 and embrace 2012. " 


So since, saya sedang bercuti, maka rasanya eloklah kiranya saya balas dendam segala entry2 yang sepatutnya saya dah update dari dulu tapi tak kesampaian. maaflah kiranya untuk hari ini saja, saya akan update 2-3 entry terus. :P


lastly, saya ingin mengucapkan selamat tahun baru 2012. terima kasih kepada semua readers blog saya sepanjang tahun 2011, saya pun masih baru menulis blog. saya doakan kejayaan anda semua. in this blogging world, I just hope I can stay positive and optimist and can produce more quality entries, Insya Allah. Marilah kita menuju kejayaan!

Thank you for reading, take care, senyum lebar sampai ke telinga :)

With lots of Lurve,

LailaEnzai

My Hectic Life – All In One!

Assalamualaikum, salam sejahtera :D

Teeheeeheee! Lama sungguh ye tak menulis, terasa sedikit kekok pula hendak menaip :P

Banyak habuk-habuk dan semak samun yg perlu dibersihkan di blog ini hehehe..

I’ve been missing for almost two months. The truth is, I’ve been busy. If only I could type/write my blog by just opening the word and think of what I’m gonna say without using my hands “-_- But I’m no magician/witch/psikik.

I’ve actually start my work, no, actually start training since after Raya Aidil Fitri. I work at a very nice company, and yes a good boss/employer (I’ve been experienced a few not so good boss before and finally I can work at ease) :D They’re very kind to me and they teach me well. I did have a difficult and lot of works sometimes but it didn’t put me in a very stressful condition, so far laa :)

So it took me a very long time to adapt in this ‘kehidupan bekerja’. I went home feeling tired, battling with times, weekend is such a short moment and whatever laa. Sebelum ni menganggur sepanjang hari baring-baring online, malam-malam berdating but now, nak dating pun penat haha “-_-

But Alhamdulilah, everything is fine now, I can wake up early easily, I can sleep late at night without feeling very tired, I can still kemas rumah or have a date at night and not yawning too much at the office the day after hihihi :P

So while I’m gone busy, there are few things happened and few things that I did, so I’m just going to sumbat-sumbat all the stories in this entry ye. :P

Ermm.. KL Festival City, a new shopping complex is finally open at Danau! Haha! New place to hang out, and ade kedai-kedai best, my favorite is Kaison, sells accessories for home :) cantik-cantik, murah-murah sekarang tgh opening sale! :D and also, ada kedai Cotton On! Tp coming soon, hehe! :D lepas tu ade kedai game which is Nyet’s favorite place while I’m busy searching for a nice flower pot at Kaison haha :P

OK next, I’ve watched In Time movie, starring Justin Timberlake (my ex-bf :P) and Amanda Seyfried (did I spelled her name correctly? “-_-)  the movie is about a future, and time is the currency. People who rich can have many times and can live forever, and people who is poor and don’t have time, die young. It was cool to watch Justin Timberlake in an action/fiction movie. He might not very good at acting but I know deeply that he tried his best and put a large effort in making the movie successful :D yeaayyy to Mr JT! <3

Erm what else? Ouh, my best friend, Nur Syaadah’s wedding on last 22^nd October. I will make an entry about that after this, Insya Allah. I finally do some rebranding for photography job and we’re now officially named Chot Photography, and doing Syaadah’s wedding is our first official job, yeayy to me! I really hope that we can expand this business and be successful, Ameen! So, keep watching this space to see the pictures! :3

And, on 30^th October ago, I went to my first photography workshop/class for beginner! Yeayy again!! Haha :P The workshop was organized by Odisi Studio. Do you still remember them? They organize Iftar with Maria Elena before. You can read the entry here <-  so I learned the basic things in using a camera, the basic techniques and so on. And somehow now I am in a very good spirit of learning and experimenting in photography. I’ll show a few pictures I take during our class and after class. :D

So, that’s it for my sumbat-sumbat stories! I have a lot of things and self-project to do in a future and I really hope I can win this battle with time. I have so much things to say but I don’t really have the time to write *sigh*. I even promised a special someone to make video tutorial for her :D I just need to make a good script and produced a good video without showing any humiliating part of me in the video haha! :P

And Lastly, Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha! From me and family! ouh ya, my oldest sister is now in Mecca performing her Hajj, lets pray for her as well :D and now I’m at my hometown resting in peace because I can just be lazy all day and not thinking about work, only for this weekend hihihh..

Selamat menunaikan ibadah korban, selamat menziarahi saudara mara dan sahabat handal :D

Ampun maaf zahir dan batin! See ya next time!

So here’s the picta! And please don’t kutuk-kutuk me or judge me, if you have an honest opinion and advice you can pm me on facebook, thank you!

 This one, stolen from Odisi Studio page :)

Upacara bergambar ramai-ramai selesai workshop bersama sijil masing-masing, find me! haha. (yg tutup muka :P)

This one actually, after class. First time try miniature effect belajar kat internet :P

memang tak menjadi, kalo first try menjadi, photographer lain takleh cari makan la haha :P

During class! peserta-peserta lain tengah khusyuk ambil gambar model :)

 Model jemputan, Tasha :)

Also my first time shooting talent. one of my favorite picture.

Her half body! curve tu mahal ok! :P

My favorite picture also. Tasha in leaf framing :D

 My most favorite picture! she really connect with the lens right? :D :D

yeayy!!

So, if you noticed the watermark, Lailatakesphotos, just like Yuna's heheeh! I wanna be like Yuna! working hard as a singer and still spend time for her passion in photography, fashion and so on! multi-talent lah! :D here's Yuna's link : yunatakesphotos <- click here! and yeah! I have a tumblr also, recently active. nothing private there, just something a little personal <3 Click here!!

The End! Take care and senyum lebar sampai ke telinga!

makan daging beringat yee <- cakap kat diri sendiri :P

Thank you for reading! see ya next time, 

With lots of Lurve,

LailaEnzai

Ramadhan : Memori & Azam

 

Assalamualaikum, salam sejahtera.  :D

Today, I’m just gonna make it simple.. (bulan puasa tak elok cakap banyak sgt :P)

Saya nak kongsi sedikit pengalaman dan peristiwa yang berlaku semasa bulan ramadhan yang lepas2.. masa zaman belajar/bujang/duk umah sewa ramai2.. dan azam saya ramadhan tahun ni sebagai seorang yg lebih dewasa, cewahhh~

Kebanyakan memori terindah adalah semasa menyewa di tmn melati, bayangkan rumah flat 2 bilik, duduk 7 orang..mcm2 laaa akibatnye..

Memori 1 : Menu tetap! Air soya dlm mug pooh, nasik kerabu :) nasik kerabu sgt menjadi pilihan ramai masa tuh. Takpun tapau dari kedai bunga( bunga diambil dari corak meja kedai makan, walaopon sbnrnye corak tu adelah buah-buahan sebenarnye) atau dari makcik ceng ceng (tak ingatla makcik ni jual tak time bulan puasa, tp ceng ceng diambil dari bunyi kuali, makcik tu masak sangat pantas dan cekap, sehingga mengeluarkan bunyi ceng ceng ketika dia memasak).

Memori 2 : tengok cerita budak anak mat saleh duduk oversea, balik kampong kena berpuasa. Ape ea tajuk cerita tu? Diari Afiq ke? Lepas tu tengok upin ipin kot.. “-_-

Memori 3 : Dengar iklan Proviton je terus semua bersemangat! Dari muka yg dah nak terbaring dalam nasik terus segar cepat cepat bersedia menyuap. :P

Memori 4 : apabila perempuan berkawan rapat, kalau ade 7 org,  7 org tu, time period die pon sama jek. Pada suatu pagi yg hujan, dimana sepatutnye kami ke kelas. Tapi tiba2 ponteng entah kenapa, boleh pulak ye masak bihun buat sarapan. Tapi ade sorang tu sbnrnye tak period, tapi akhirnye die join gak breakfast. Ahahaha!

Memori 5 : ni dengan rakan-rakan KLMU. Stay up buat assignment sampai pening tak larat nak puasa

 “-_-  time tuh bukan main lg tak larat, sampai ke kolej dah tengah hari, masing-masing buat muka tak malu beli nasik makan dalam kelas. Saboo je lahhh! (geleng kepala)

Tu jelah kot, memori yg paling jelas sekali, nak cerita banyak2 kang takut kantoi lak nanti sesiapa yang terlibat :P

So, dah banyak sangat cerita-cerita jahil, meh kita cerita pasal azam baru di bulan ramadhan!

Azam 1 saya : Berpuasa dengan penuh ikhlas dan tawadhuk! Saya cuba tak jadi budak kecik pada pukul 4 petang dan ke atas. :P

Azam 2 saya : memperbanyakkan amal ibadah, wajib mahupun sunat. Cuba sedaya upaya solat terawih sebanyak yang boleh. (masa sekolah dulu, ade satu tahun ni saya rajin solat terawih ke surau, tp saya mintak kat arwah mak saya, cuti gi terawih satu hari, sebab nak tengok pokemon :P , selain dari ari tengok pokemon, kena gi surau. “-_-)

Azam 3 saya : Berjimat cermat! Saya cuba! Saya cuba utk masak je berbuka. Tak boleh tiap-tiap ari berbuka kat luar, atau gi bazaar. Kalau pergi bazaar pun, tak boleh lebih RM10. (beli ape yg betul2 berkenan je, seperti air selasih, air chrysanthemum, air soya, cream puff, nasik kerabu, bubur lambuk <- tiba-tiba saya telah menge-list-kan makanan kegeraman saya di bulan Ramadan pula “-_-

Azam 4 saya : Bersedekah mana yang boleh. Belanja kawan-kawan pon sedekah juga. :) kalau jumpe orang mintak sedekah, hulur la lebih sikit. :D

Azam 5 saya : menjadi seorang yang lebih sabar, tidak merungut, tidak mengeluarkan kata-kata kesat, tidak bercakap perkara tidak berfaedah (walaupun saya sering menjadi pembebel untuk lupakan lapar), tidak membazir terlalu banyak masa di depan laptop bermain game dan marathon cerita.

Dan yang paling penting, saya akan cuba untuk tidak menjadikan puasa sebagai penghalang. Saya cuba, walaupun saya berpuasa, saya masih boleh bekerja dengan baik, saya masih boleh melakukan aktiviti berat, saya masih boleh mengemas, menyapu, memasak. Saya cuba, Insya Allah.

Oh ya, kat atas tadi lagu tema ye, lagu Harapan Ramadhan- Raihan feat Man Bai. lagu tema wajib tiap-tiap tahun. and enjoy this video from Anwar Hadi dan Aiman Azlan :)

So, sampai sini saja, thank you for reading.

Take care dan selamat berpuasa. Semoga kita sentiasa sihat sentiasa. Amin

Senyum lebar sampai ke telinga. With lots of Lurve,

LailaEnzai

75 Random Questions!

Assalamualaikum, salam sejahtera

During zaman kegemilangan  myspace, we used to answer these kind of surveys.

It’s a funny way to tell about yourself though. :D

So, 75 Q&A about me! Not anyone else :P

1.       First thing you wash in the shower?
my leg

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
dark blue

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
yup

4.Do you plan outfits?
absolutely! preventing the wardrobe malfunction :P

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
tired and sleepy

6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red?
my teddy, but he's maroon. almost is acceptable la ea :)

7. Do you say aim or a-i-m?
a to the i to the m :P

8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
its a nightmare. "-_-

9. Did you meet anybody new today?
just someone who came to meet my boss at the office.

10. What are you craving right now?
something spicy. hurm

11. Do you floss?
nope! dont hav the equipment :P

12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
sheep!! hahah!

13. When was the last time you talked on aim?
never lah. duh.

14. Are you emotional?
very! so, watch out, Grrr!

15. Would you dance to the taco song?
aha aha! i will :)

16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
maybe, when i was a kid.

17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
can i say suck it? :P

18. Do you like your hair?
sometimes. it just so hard to keep them stay still and not poking my eyes.

19. Do you like yourself?
i wish i could like myself. haha. however i can say i am grateful with my life :)

20. Have you ever met a celebrity?
Yuna! the best so far! <3

21. Do you like cottage cheese?
i dont think those two words shud combine together, hehe :P

22. What are you listening to right now?
my clock's ticking. "-_-

23. How many countries have you visited?
never leave my country yet, hmm

24. Are your parents strict?
yerp! especially when i was still young..

25. Would you go sky diving?
i saw Yuna's commercial doing it and she said : "Anda pon cubelah sesuatu yg baru jugak!" so, Yes!

26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
No! No! No! Hadoiiiii

27. Would you throw potatoes at him?
I wish the option is knife. hmm

28. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in?
my glow in the dark stars! :D

29. Have you ever been in a castle?
most museum were build from castle, right? right?

30. Do you rent movies often?
download sudeyyy!

31. Who sits in behind you in your math class?
School is over lah! "-_-

32. Have you made a prank phone call?
yup! to my best friend who's celebrating her birthday, haha :D

33. Do you own a gun?
No!

34. Can you count backwards from 74?
Piece of cake!

35. Who are you going to be with tonight?
Chot!

36. Brown or white eggs?
white!

37. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
No~

38. Ever been on a train?
yup! we used to travel by train, from KL-Kedah. it takes almost 12hrs journey :)

39. Ever been in love?
I am in Love! <3

40. Do you have a cell-phone?
soalan ni dibuat pd thn berapa?

41. Are you too forgiving?
I used to be too forgiving, maybe not now. hurm

42. Do you use chap stick?
No!

43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow?
working..

44. Can you use chop sticks?
A little :)

45. Ever have cream puffs?
yes, one of favorite kueh mueh :)

46. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
Noooooooo~

47. What was the last question you asked?
"die xtau ke tu adek beradek die?" merujuk pd cite drama tv :P

48. What was the last CD you bought?
cant remember

49. Boys or girls?
Boys and Girls :)

50. What is your bus number for school?
Survey ni utk bdk skolah rupenye "-_-

51. Is your hair curly?
yess.. mcm justin timberlake mase mude :P

52. Last time you cried?
this afternoon. :(

53. Ever walked into a wall?
i'm not that stupid.

54. Do looks matter?
Appearance matters! kekemasan dan kebersihan. bukan mekap melampau2. :)

55. Have you ever bought anything from Pac Sun?
No......................

56. Have you ever slapped someone?
Yes (dengan penuh kesal)

57. Favorite time of the year?
Musim tengkujuh, my version of winter. makan maggi dlm selimut :P

58. Favorite color?
Pink!

59. Are you sarcastic?
Sometimes kot. hurmmmm

60. Do you have any tattoos?
No!

61. The last person you held hands with?
Chot!

62. Do you sleep with the TV on?
No. jgn bazir letrik.

63. Where was your default picture taken at?
If u mean FB, it was at Ice Room :)

64. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
Yeahh..

65. Do you like your life right now?
I am grateful with my life. :)

66. How often do you talk on the phone?
I hate talking on the phone. prefer text msg.

67. What is your favorite animal?
cat, duck :)

68. What was the most recent thing you bought?
foods :P

69. Do you have good vision?
Maybeeee...

70. Can you hula hoop?
Yeah! :D

71. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
Forgive but not forget. :(

72. Do you have a job?
Yessss!

73. Can you handle the truth?
"Katakanlah yg benar walaupun pahit"

74. What are you wearing?
Baju tidur "-_-

75. Have you ever crawled through a window?
mase kecik, tak jumpe kunci umah, masuk ikut tingkap ngehehe:P

I will stop creating entry about myself for now.

Up next! Video! :3

This is it for now,

Senyum lebar sampai ke telinga.

With lots of Lurve!

LailaEnzai

Phase of my life + People in my life

Phase of my life + People in my life

First phase:

the day i was born - 6 years old.

this is the phase of learning.

I'm a brilliant kid when I was a kid.

active and explorative just like dora the explorer except the hair style and body size. ngehehe

pandai membaca around 4-5 years I think.

also pandai mengaji at the same range.

my father was a proud dad back then.

Sadly, the brilliance didnt last long. haha :P

People I met; and certain of them I still wonder and hope that I can meet them one day:

my kindergarten teacher and friends.

my neighbors/playmates! (umah sebelah jek. hehe. tp sekarang da jarang jumpe)

 my kindergarten bf!! he used to lived in the same kampong with me but then he moved.

 but I remember he was nice to me.

at one time, my teacher used to tease us. one day I didnt came to school and the next day I came, my teacher said to him:

"seronok ye awk BOY-X sbb arini lela dtg, smlm awk diam je" hehehe.. its fun to recall this memory.

unfortunately I didnt know what happened to him now. even my father dont remember him. :(

and I used to have best friend, he is a boy. live at the same kampong as well, I used to come and play a few times with him.

but he is sick, then one day he was hospitalized. and one night, my mom told me he die. I was very very sad.and that time I want to follow my mom to visit him for the last time, but I was forbid. its amazing that time I was so young  and I still want to see him for last time. he will be missed. hurmm.

Second phase:

primary school! (7 y/o-12 y/o)

this time I was a clever girl too.

never missed the tempat pertama-tempat ketiga title. haha.

I also received pelajar mithali title when I was in standard 6 (I think)! haha

still an active student that time. always take part in any competition or event.

syarahan, pertandingan bercerita, pertandingan menyanyi, sebut je, semua nak masuk.

I have to admit, I'm a cool girl back then.

one of the leader of fatayat(pengakap islamic)

oh yup, I was in private islamic school. the fee is very expensive and gratefully I was a clever girl. haha.

I got straight A's in UPSR and we also have UPSRI which contains Islamic subject such Feqah, Tajwid, Aqidah and lot more.

I didnt remember how many subjects I take on UPSRI but I only got 1B and the rests are As.

Very cool of me back then. "-_-

people I met:

my school teachers and friends.

my crusheSS! (he-who-must-not-be-named) hohoiii.. I used to be a loving person la wehh..

well some of my teachers still remember me (thanks to my over-active attitude at school)

if any of my teacchers read this, I would like to say thank you very much! terima kasih atas segala tunjuk ajar dan ilmu yang diberi.

but since my rebellion age, maybe some of them choose not to remember me. hehehe :P

Third phase:

secondary school! (13 y/o-17 y/0)

haha! this is ermm how can I described this, hurmm zaman kegemilangan!!! yup!!

teenage dream baby!

hurm, me and my girlfriends are like one geng! and the geng's name is KHASYAZALAHUMIAH. haha! the combination of our names.

we still have the group created in FB. there are seven of us, we were the legend at school lah!

its very fun that time, we're chasing boys, ponteng skolah :P too many sweet memories.

thats how my brilliant fade away. LOL

So, my PMR and SPM results will not be reveal here :P

and, I learn to have a real boyfriend at the age of 15. and once again, I dont know what happen to him now.hurmmm..

and when I'm 16 I have 2nd bf. we're friend for almost 3 years and it didnt last long, I'm sorry. :(

however, not all things are sweet and fun when I was teenage.

when I was 17, on 16th April, I lost my beloved mother. my whole world sank after that.

people I met:

my teachers, my tuition teachers! thank you so much!

my school friends! my tuition friends! my internet friends! my pen pal!

my faci when we went to kadet polis camping. (of course they dont remember me).

we went camping at least one time at year, there are lots of people I met and lots of memories too :)

Fourth phase:

Dark age.

after I finished school, I was very determined to leave the house, start a life in KL.

I studied at UNIKL for three years and I met my beloved friends, geng cik mizan (named after our rental house owner's name) :P

with them, I learned the hardcore fun, haha! no matter how far the bad attitude we have, we still there with each other. keep reminding one another. but after we graduate, we get so busy.

 we may spending less time together but we still there for each other in our heart la cewahhh!

and ouh, when I was in Unikl I met my current BF, heheh. its a typical love story :P

and then in 2008 I continue my study in KLMU and met a wonderful new friends. this is where the hardcore fun continues. hehee :P  our movie trailer explains everything. LOL

and I have a few jobs last year which almost make my dad sent me to shrink. haha

of course I went through lots ups and downs.

in this phase of life, I learn to hate and angry.

I've been in a very negative environment, where I learn that people will hate for no reason. they want to see me down.

I learn that there is no sincerity in this life. people fake their smile. i'm finally become a frustrating person, hating myself more than anyone else. feeling hopeless and useless. I learn and I learn. hurmmm.

people I met:

my classmates in Unikl and Klmu!

my lecturers in Unikl and Klmu, Thank you very much!! I've learned a lot!

my seniors at hostel! :)

my friends when I was in industrial training at webse (Yan, Afif, Sarina, Yuyu, my supervisor, Carol
my KAKS friends! hehe

my colleagues! :)

Fifth phase:

this is where I stand now.

repenting my sins. regretting my mistakes. heheh.

trying to settle down and stabilize my life. trying to be a better person each day. trying to gain a confidence. trying to build a better future. Searching for the slightest tiny bit of happiness.

reminding myself not to let anyone make me down. be tough when something bad happen.

this is the place where I wish and hoping everything will be well for all of us.

Well then,

This is almost complete story of me, all my life.

p/s: if u think u know me, and if ur story is mentioned here, pls add me on Facebook. (but pls dont judge me :P)

thanks :)

Next time, random questions!

This is it for now.

Senyum lebar sampai ke telinga :D

Salam,and lots of lurve

LailaEnzai

Tiny Introduction :)

 

Assalamualaikum,

hye there, my name is Laila ;D

to make the introduction shorter :

add me on FB or follow me on twitter

First of all,

I wont claim that I'm a simple ordinary person, because I'm not.

I used to blogging when I was teenage, saying things around loud(i mean typing :P).

but it is too loud until I myself can’t stand the noise.

what I'm trying to say is, at some point, a few years later, I seems disagree with myself.

its like when u see an old picture of yourself and u laugh maybe because that time u look funny, or cute in ugly. :P

well, people change do they.

sometimes we cant even recognized our old self.

like I'm asking myself, was that me who said that?

at last, I realized that I've changed a lot. I'm sure u also experienced the same thing I do.

back to the blogging thing.

yes, a few bloggers has inspired me a lot.

deep in my heart, I want to be like them,

famous! glamor! cool!

but I know, I am far behind to be like them.

I'm not even a cool person to begin with.

for a start, I dont have my own originally cool way to wear hijab.

I dont have my own car to travel around to socialized. and to make thing worst, I'm scared of driving.

I dont have a cool job. I dont live in a big apartment.

I'm a lazy grumpy lady. haha :P

I didnt grow up  in a rich family, live in a center of KL. I am a kampong girl.

my father dont even know what twitter is, well luckily my sister created him FB account and so that he can be friends with his ustaz-ustaz and he can listen to their ceramah easily. :)

its a very different world now and then.

I have a very strict family. when I was in school I was forced to wear baju kurung even when I'm going out with my girlfriends.

I became a rebellious girl straight away. there has been lot of ups and downs in my life.

so here I am. grown up woman. finally grateful with the way my parent raised me (deeply) :)

and now while I'm writing this I hope I can be a better person, and I want any of u who reads this believe that we can be a better person.

I have a theory of phase of my life which I will tell you later.

so for now, this is a wrap of my not-so-tiny introduction.

I really really love to share good things with you in the future.

I guess this is it, for now :D

salam, and lots of lurve,

LailaEnzai